Don't you wish that sometimes in your life maybe just once or twice a year you could go to a secret place. This place would be just your own and it would be inhabited by the presence of God. The beauty of it it is that you don't have to create or design it, it would just be perfect the exact way you desired in your heart but you didn't know how to express in words exactly. In this place you could talk to God face to face, just like the twelve disciples. This place would be unbelievable beautiful and you would want for nothing. In some ways it's kind of like heaven but since I've never been there I couldn't say that it is exactly like heaven. Or maybe in my mind it's like heaven on earth. Well the point being that right now I soooo desire this. This is what I desire more than anything else in the world. It's not that I hate my job or life is miserable, quite the opposite things are great, fantastic, but I want something more. I've been longing to go home but I think that is the manifestation of a deeper longing that I have within and the best way I know how to describe it is as the secret place. At times I wish I could experience the 6 months of fragrance treatment that Esther went through a time of pure pamperment (I don't think that's a word). I just want to go up to the mountain and be taken care of by my God. My life in no way is horrible it's just that I'm tired. I'm not sure if I need a break and to be honest I don't have a clue what I need but I'm hoping that whatever it is, it comes soon, real soon.
Sweet Clouds, Sunshine, Soft breezes of the wind and Me and God together again. That's all I need that's all I desire. Still I wait for that great prize for His holy fire. My God and My Lord , My savior My King, come and rescue me, bring me home again. My God and My Lord, My savior and My King I love you so desperately.
